mind escapis

 i got my first heartbreak............ [disc: from the current relationship 🙄]

first ke?

i guess first since official?

or ntahla

dun remember

first,,, or the last time it happen, i didnt keep track. and didnt have solid proof

but, this time around

this one, i did have what it seemed like a proof (but not from a legal source, cause they way i get it kinda questionable)

anyway,

it's an old wound, being cut open again

i've made myself clear last time, i don't mind what he's doing (which stupid i lied to myself), with whom BUT just update me beforehand

1. he did'nt

2, multiple occasion (wym macam biasa??? how many times have it been and i have no knowledge about it?)

3. he lied. "buat pa? tido je kot?" u have plan with her earlier for the next day, u have the chance to tell me, you did'nt, now you lied?

4. i ask for the last time, do u have anything to tell me? anything at all? u answer in negative. u didnt even remember to tell me what happen last week that you promise to tell.

5. "banyak benda aku nak confess ni" yet, u wont speak a word to me.

oh i am so dumping you right this second.

you're not telling me. then, i am not telling you either. i'll let you questioning yourself for the rest of your life.

regardless of what had happened, despite you saying there's nothing happened.

but, the fact that you kept it secret?

i despise you.