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22-6-2025 "lek la buat kerja korporat je. no one's life on the line." well, mine is aku. aku yang akan mati !!!! it's been half a year without ainaa. miss her alot. i'm not the same i was before she left me. she's moving on to another chapter of life, yet i'm still here. her last day, was my last day as well. shit, this be getting sentimental. lol --- ever since i started my job, i think this is the first event i encounter yang i takut sangat-sangat bukan nak self-diagnose but i think i experienced mild anxiety di katil tempat beradu malam waktu berehat yang panjang tidak lagi menjadi ruang yang ampuh daripada segala fikiran fikiran dan anasir yang tidak tidak seringkali terjaga sepertiga malam menghalang daripada mujarabnya waktu tidur i'm just wrtiting this post to dump shit my feelings and re-read back to look if it does get better or not dear me, let's pass this too shall we? i believe in you we can do this things are gonna be sorted out well...
