answered prayer

SALAM!

hehe

hm tak rilek iye.

huaahhhhhhhhhhh *mengeluh panjang*

masih reluctant nak terima

tapi

bila teringat

ni benda yang kau sendiri wished for at some point

sudahnya nak salahkan siapa?

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siapa yang kata dah lama tak nangis tanpa sebab tu?

hah

puas belum nangis harini?

sampai sedu-sedan

pakej depan orang

tsk

sejauh mana saya benci diri sendiri sebab air mata murah nau nak tumpah,

benci lagi saya kepada si punca seorang itu

pls la, kalau cakap elok-elok

orang akan terima je

walau tak ikhlas mulanya

tapi ni, paksaan

guna 'autoriti'

disregard langsungnya pilihan aku

rasa helpless sebab dah discuss pertama kali

and dapat green light

tiber nak go back on their words

rasa cam sia-sia je aku convince yang festaim tu

memang jadi chambee ni macam bola takraw pun

sepak je memana tempat kekosongan

buat kerja semua orang macam rojak

(ahahaha gotcha..ni bukan drama bab kena paksa kawen eh, tu episod lain. eh?)

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time's up.

masa untuk rasional.

on my part, i admit i did make certain promises untuk rotate department.

nonetheless, i did state my intention to stay in litigation 2 weeks prior, to which they said yes.

only for them to bring it up again and say no at the end 🤨

tu je lah silap aku pun >_>

arghhhhhh

oh and,

i did make a dua.

to be in conveyancing.

if and only if it do me good.

to which, i think it wouldn't.

(work culture, superior, clients etc...)

but...here i am.

“But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you;

and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you.

And Allah Knows, while you know not.”

(2:216)

 

*masih mengeluh*

Rabb, grant me the eyes that will see good in things.

aamiinnn