A kerek tor development 👨‍⚖️

Hai masih ingat saya?

Sayalah yang buat post dua tahun lepas kata nak jadi full-time housewife tu, hihi.

eh, boleh agak dah ke?

oklah oklah first of all i'm not even embarrassed of having an intention to become a housewife.

but, it;s just ada this one lecturer ni made me think (sentap juga ekceli).

heheheh lect mooting, introductory class kan, she give us a briefing la abt the course; tasks, how-to, tips and etc.

till at one point, she blurted out,

"and even after learning all these and that, yet you dont want to practice, i wonder why wasting time in law school?"

⛈️⛈️⛈️ *guruh berdentum*

daymnnn.

my fwens semua pun dah jeling-jeling guwa. lol diam ah hati guwa dah cukup terbako nih.

lepas lecture tu sepanjang hari sendu. makan tak kenyang, mandi tak basah, solat tak khusyuk (eh tu biasa)

if i were in anime world, ppl would see there is a rainy cloud above my head.

that how much it affect me.

i mean i try to reflect on what she said and,

betul pun.

tiada yang benar melainkan yang benar belaka. 

haa gitu

bak kata pepatah, alang-alang tengok satu episod, marathon ajelah sampai episod last


alang-alang masuk law school, biar dapat masuk law firm sekali


ewah.

Apa yang aku dapat conclude daripada apa yang Dr. cakap,

bila you yourself tahu yang you takde passion on that particular thing, just drop it. why nak bazir masa untuk benda yang kau tak enjoy

if kau boleh develop diri kau dekat benda lain yang kau enjoy?

after all the passion is what keep you going. takde will susah beb.

but if! you got no option kan,

the least you can do,

is to work harder isn't it?

and having no intention to actually practice what u had learnt indirectly shows how you are not being serious with the course.

i mean, bila dah takde cita-cita, impian what for you belajar betul-betul right?

because you think that all these are utterly meaningless.

takde motif. knowing for a fact you wont be needed this in the future.

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god, with all these mindset sepanjang study it would be a great loss for yourself tau.

sebabtu dapat result cukup-cukup makan pun dah rasa selesa.

sampai menghadkan your own ability to achieve more.

tak dinafikan ramai je orang yang kerja takde kena mengena dengan bidang yang dia amik time kat u dulu

untuk orang yang sedemikian tidak sepatutnya ko cakap 

'alah membazir je belajar end up tak guna'

thats just how things works ya know? 

life is not a simple mathematic; you do this, you got this. no

instead, in the middle of problem-solving, you found many ooooother way on how to solve it which may include different formula(s)

which again might gives you different equation.

but hey,

to actually grab a calculator and do the equation,

isn't it the first step to solve it?

what more can i say; a wise word from worldwide handsome.

P/s: everyone. u can do this! ✊🏼