A step closer?

Salam.

Ade yang rindu ke? Check stats ada orang bukak page ni sampai 17 kali ahahahahalololol

ambui kamu.

Dah third year doh. How time flies.

Rasa tuanyaaaaaa bila ramai junior dalam society ;_____;

Anyway, baru 5 weeks kot? buka sem baru, then sudden holiday. yang unexpected first, time uia terlampau pemurah bagi seminggu cuti 3 hari lepas naik sem, yang expected these quarantine order. alhamdulillah sempat fly balik umah wiwi

oh btw, sekadar declaration uia takde kes that time. itu hanyalah proses penyaringan kesihatan budak-budak foreigner yang baru balik kampus. since there are sooooo many students, uia decided to let Malaysian student have their own holiday thus the health screening dapat dilakukan dengan lebih efisien.

ya, that's that.

(ditaip pada pkp 1.0 dan terhenti setakat itu sahaja)

whats the hardest thing(s) in a relationship? be it friendship, 'some'-ship, marriage apetah lagi

i would say be honest.

well yep, kalau tengok dari surface memang senang je jadi jujur ni. tak macam tipu kena reka senario macam-macam.

but then,

lets question ourselves,

did we even be honest with ourselves in the first place?

sometimes untuk menjadi jujur dengan diri sendiri pun susah,

what more to others kan? 

sebab melibatkan entiti yang lain pulak

but once it done,

lega

but then untuk consider confrontation as medium for problem-solver, kena consider dulu pros and cons

sebab not just anyone boleh terima

maybe if the deed is done, u would feel better yoself

but it would hurt the other party

and would later destroy the ship built.

while if the thing keep bottled up for a long period,

you yoself would end up being in hurt.

anyway, where were we just now? lol

oh ha, 

walaupun baru 5 weeks entering into the third semester, aku dan le friends have developed a very healthy kinda weekly habit tau HAHAHAH tiberr

and that isssssss

the weekly late-night confessions LMAOO

(though, actually baru sempat buat 2 sessions je)

cant remember exactly how it started during the first session because all i remember was i got into accident malamtu, kat entrance Mahallah Faruq (jangan tanya ada urusan apa hsjhsjhsjahs no funny business oke)

my kereta was fine. i am fine? penipu la kan, dok soksek kat dalam kete afterwards looll

mujur aja empangan ini tidak tumpah depan brothers,

kalau tak malunyaaaaaaa aqoe

motor brother tu oke kot dia takde claim apa lak. HMM

yang second,

HAHAH

sebab gaduh.

puncanya aku

buat Alia terasa.

aduduh

pastu merajuk

pastu aku buat tak sensitif, tak pujuk si Alia.

seharian gak tu

"korang sebenarnya taknak kawan dengan Alia kan"

jhjahsjahs dia punya statement kannnnnnnnn

time tu serious baru rasa aku sedang buat dosa besar. and still that time contemplate nak confront cemana

sebab we never been in this kind of situation

yang sampai tara ni

of course ada je insiden terasa terkecik hati ni

tapi most of the time

kami just brush it off atau play it cool je untuk tanak cause scene

(little did i knew, bila simpan macamni lah makin mudah nak terasa next next tu)

tapi sampai Alia tak makan sekali tu en

memang

merajuk kaw-kaw lah tu

😂

lawok aaa

----

the feelings right after en, indescribable.

sebab its a new thing.

rasa lega. dapat nak lepas dan luah.

and situation time confessions (lol) tu tidaklah terlalu tegang dan serious

though we did talk about something serious

yang penting, semua problems takkan selesai terus

benda yang sama akan tetap berulang

kalau tak take note and amik ibrah

regardless, its goods to have such session untuk reminder and as a heads up

untuk diri sendiri

dan this relationship

acewah

things yang buat aku sangat takut nak speak up ialah;

takut orang having the idea yang

"eleh benda kecik ni pun nak terasa, tak cool langsung."

loooll atau 

they somehow berubah tanggapan terhadap gwe.

and akan effect kepada jadi awkward lak in future

tacodt.

but thank god,

none of that seems to happen

resepi penting; 

semua orang kena terima other's opinion and never invalidate their feelings (:

I'd say progress kami ni lambat gak ah nak sampai stage ni, 

took approx 2 years looll kapel kapel pun rasanya lagi advance

anyway,

soalan

korang lebih percaya or lebih selesa meluah dekat your boyfriend ke

your best friends?

🤔

was it just me or aku dah rasa awkward nak menaip. dah tak smooth cam dedulu (dulu sangat). sebelum ni asal tangan kat keyboard je idea mencurah-curah ekau

lani kering, sekering wallet dan hatiku

ceh sian betul de ni, single pun broke

ha jadi jadi la tu